Hallooo all, it’s been a long time since i write
here. Miss this blog a lots! I’ve been busy with all the new works in my new
semester. Well, last week i join a camp called “LifeFire Camp 2013” for 3 days and 2 nights. I tell you this, this
camp is such a amazing camp i ever have! This camp is filled by amazing praise
& worship sessions and talk sessions, which i have to say it’s so
interesting that i don’t wanna go home on the last day! ><
ð Just want
to share some experiences when joining this camp!
This camp is actually held on 1st March –
3rd March 2013, at Bundu Tuhan Retreat Centre, Sabah. The first
thing that make me love this camp is about the interesting talk sessions. The
speaker that being invited is Jude Antoine. He is an amazing speaker. For the
first time in a camp, i didn’t get sleepy when i hear a talk. The way he give
the talk and all the jokes he make, has made us excited when listening to it. Through
his sharing on how he encounter with God, it make me realize that God has
always love us and patiently waiting for us to go to Him. God’s LOVE is amazing
and i’m being touched on how He always love us!
The second thing that i love this camp is the
praise & worship sessions! For someone like me that love music so much, of
course i have the desire to worship God all the time. Before this, when
entering the praise & worship session, i always have the desire to sing the
song and dance with all my heart to glorify God. But when i look around and no
one do it, i feel like i need to control myself from doing that. Haha! However,
its different from this camp! On the first night during the camp, our brother
Filix had gave us some talk about praise and worship session. He said that we
can raise our hand and we can even jump during the session! Wow, my heart
already excited when i heard that! I want to this for a long time and now, i
can do it! Praise to the Lord, for calling me there! For the first time in my
life, i finally can praise and glorify Him with all of my heart and i really
enjoy this session!
The most important point about this camp is how He touches
my heart and heals me.
^_^
I have a problem that i can’t
let go a person in my life. Although i lied to my friends and myself that i
already let go and forget about him. This is because we always share about our
faith and problems together, then we become close friend. But, suddenly he left
away and i don’t know why he did that. Whenever i think about this, my heart
will become sad and heavy, as if there are many stones in my heart. On the
second day, on the praise & worship sessions, i told to the Lord, to help
me to let go of him and replace his presence with His love. Then, when it come
to worshiping session, a song touch me. The title of the song is “Bisikanlah
Cintamu Yesus” or in English, whisper
Your love, Jesus.
Bisikanlah cintamu padaku Yesus
Ker’ba aku sungguh merinduiMu
Bisikanlah pada hatiku Yesus
Aku ingin, ingin bersamaMu
Tiada yang lbererti dalam hidupku ini
Melainkan mencari cintaMu
Dengarlah doaku Yesus
Ku perlukan kehadiranMu
Dalam hidupku ku serahkan seluruh jiwaku
Terimalah segenap hatiku
Ku ingin, ku ingin bersamaMu ya Yesusku
Ku dahagakan cinta kasihMu ya Tuhan
Bisikanlah oh bisikanlah
Ku ingin, ku ingin bersamaMu ya Yesusku
Ku dahagakan cinta kasihMu ya Tuhan
Bisikanlah cintamu Yesus
The lyric of this song had touched my heart, as if
i pray trough this song and Jesus answer to my prayer. I closed my eyes and
suddenly i felt like there’s a light surround me and it felt warm. The feeling
that i felt that time can’t be describe by words. I really felt His love for me
and i can let my friend go from my life. When you can let go of your burden,
you can feel the lightness of your heart and you will become more relieved. J
Well, maybe
that’s all i can write here. By the way, i have written something about what i
felt during this morning during my lecture. Because i experience many rejection
from people, although its not obvious on them and mainly its because the
lecture was boring to dead. Lol~ But one
is on BM. :P
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| Our memory at Bundu Tuhan! ~ Credit to our photographer, brother Wen and brother Chen. ~ |
Kau Slalu Ada
Di saat ku sendiri
Dan semua orang menolakku
Engkau dating memelukku dan menerima
Di saat ku terjatuh
Dan semua pun meminggirku
Engkau dating mengisi hatiku
Dengan cinta kasih-Mu
Yesus, Yesus
Tak henti-henti ku memanggil nama-Mu
Engkau Tuhan yang tak pernah menolakku
Walau ku sering menjauh dari-Mu
Engkau selalu memanggilku kembali
Ku kagum dengan kasih-Mu yang besar
Yang selalu member ketenangan kepadaku
Terima kasih, Yesus
Ecen, 5/3/2013
There’s a time when I seek you,
But I can’t find You,
Where are You, Lord?
Why did You leave me alone in this world?
Then, one day I hear He answer me,
“ I’m always here, my child.
Open up your eyes, open up your heart, and you will see Me here,
Always beside you. ”
The Lord have never leave us, but
We always leave Him.
He will always waiting for you,
With His overflowing Love.
Ecen, 5/3/2013
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