Konbanwa
minna!!
Been busy
with my assignments and stuffs. Tired of all of that, so i decided to write
something tonight. Ngee~
Well, this
topic had been bothering me for few days. People who reach me out. People who drag
me out from my dark world, if u know what i mean. :p
As the
subjects for this sem seem to be too much for me, i had been comparing my
previous life as student and my life today. The ‘me’ back then that always live
in the dark, in my own world, where my highest priority is study. Non-stop of
studying until i get sick of it. The ‘me’ for today is totally different, which
i always play around with my friends, not give much attention to lectures.
Pretty bad, huh? I don’t know whether i should be happy with myself for turning
into this, but i can say that i feel more lively than the ‘me’ during high
school.
As i look
back to previous journey in my life, somehow once again i can feel God’s love
in there. Every little thing that happens in my life is like miracles happen to
me, without me realizing it. Every people that i met, people who stay in my
life and people who leave from my life. All of this time, i live in my own
world, where i don’t like people coming into my life, but everything has change
when a person come into my life. As that person slowly lead me into society, i
began experience many feelings. Anger, Sadness, Hatred and Love. All of those
feeling that i never felt before. That happens during high school. When i enter matriculation, got separated from my
friends and i began to isolated myself from the world again. But it’s not long enough for me to do that,
because there’s always people who reach out to me, as if God had send those
people to keep me from the darkness. Lol, sounds like i’m writing some fantasy
story. That’s how it goes, whenever i feel like isolated myself from others,
people will come to me, reach their hand and help me. Now, in the university, i
have many friends, can call it my gang, haha, who give me strength to move
forward.
Especially
to my friends:
Maybe
you didn’t know that every little thing that you do had touched my heart and
give me strength in moving forward. It may seem like every day we had ordinary
conversations, ordinary actions, but to me, it’s special. Thank you so much for
reaching me out, for preventing me from killing myself..
Ha! It’s
must be sound too stupid for you right. With all the sentences, which seem
wrong to you. Geehe~ But this is all i want to say. All the things that i have
in my mind.
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| The first person that reach to me, Dev~ |
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| My gang n me during high school~ => seems like there's 1 guy behind there interupting us, lol! <= |
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| My gang n me in university => Yeah, this people are crazy, but i love them so much! hahaha <= |
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| " No matter where you go, there's always someone who reach out to you. Just believe in God's plan! " |
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| " You don't know how your actions or words will influence others.. Just smile and be yourself for you have the power to reach other people who need to be saved.." |
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| Me : " Thanks for always accepting me in your family. Love you guys~" |
